Hotel Chevalier

because i know what it feels like when the person you're trying to forget, trying to get away from comes back into your life. because that face he makes when she calls is the same face i've had when i get a certain call or text or message or anything. because at that moment your heart drops and your palms get sweaty. your throat builds knots and you lose your breath. because you're terrified but excited as ever.

"i promise i will never be your friend. no matter what. ever."