today is the first time in a long time i really looked at you. you were standing there. your tall, lean body looking beautiful like always. your hair was shinning more than ever and your skin was glowing. it scared me, yet excited me as well. scared me because it could be someone else who is causing such magic exuding from your pores. excited me because it could be me. either way, you looked beautiful. well, you are, but there was something else today, something new.
i am not ready for you to leave. i know it's gonna happen soon, but not now. and i'm being selfish, but it's the first time in my life that i have been. i need you with me right now. i want you with me. i don't have to have you all to myself, but i'd like to have at least a small part. i got fucked over twice, it seems like i will fuck myself over the third time.
m love: my feet are killing me.
aidee: do you want a piggy back ride?
m love: really? you can't carry me on your back.
aidee: you weigh like 20 pounds, i can so carry your ass all around san diego AND tijuana too.
m love: you so can't. you cannot carry me.
aidee: try me.
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