my rubber ducky.

the rubber ducky.

let me tell you all a few things about the rubber ducky. the rubber ducky is my younger brother, he is 15. he's one of the sweetest kids you will ever meet. he is loving and affectionate and he's just an amazing kid. my family and i have been going through some shit since late june last year and it's taking a toll on everyone but i think the it's taking a stronger effect on him. i think life is making him harder and i can't do anything about it but sit around with arms crossed waiting for the world to make him a hard ass. i don't want that. i never know when to hug. i suck at hugging. and him, he hugs you with such effortless grace. it just happens. he knows when to hug you and he knows how to make that hug make you feel okay. he towers over me at 5'10. and when i hug him, i feel safe. i feel safe with a child who is nine years younger than me. life hasn't been all that kind to us, especially in the last five years. he's becoming a man right before my eyes but i want him to stay as a baby. as that little bowl cut kid who used to bug me to sleep in my bed with me. i don't want life to harden him. i want him to be baby. i want him to be untouchable. i'd give my life for his to go unharmed. i love him. i love my rubber ducky, my supy, my roberto.

everyone should see his beauty.