resignation.

i've resigned to this feeling. i've resigned to pain. i've resigned to the fact that you will always hurt. that i will always hurt for you. maybe not always, but for a really long time. i know this is it. i know we will not speak again because i was only around to somehow feed your ego and now someone new has taken my "place". i am disposable to you, clearly. i'm good at giving attention and i'm even better at pouring my heart out to you. i've resigned to this feeling, i will always feel like this. you will always hurt even if it's not intentional, you will always hurt. it's okay. i have given in to it.