march 25, 2011.

I couldn't help but imagine her stretched out in my bed. She just had to lay there and i would be in awe of her. Of her beauty. Of her never ending allure that captivates you in an instant and ceases to let you go. It holds on and the grip is so tight that you give in to it. You find it hard to look away. Even breathing is difficult. And you realize at that moment that your life just became complicated, more difficult. But even more than that, you realize your life was just given meaning. And all you can do is keep swimming, even if you know that eventually, you'll drown.