i was in fashion valley today and i had to go to a certain department store, to a very specific area. the one without air conditioning, or one of them. i was afraid of running into someone who i'm pretty sure doesn't want to see me again. same person who i don't know if i want to see right now in fear that all those fucking emotions that seem gone just might be suppressed and with a glance of her hair might resurface and decide to drown my existence in lingering feelings that i keep swallowing with saliva like downing sleeping pills without water. so i never went in, i didn't want to ruin anyone's day.
Jon Brion- Ruin My Day
i know it's today so i guess you could say one recovers
thought you should call me but then after all we were lovers
i don't wait by the phone like i used to
i don't hope for kind words you might say
you don't prey on my mind like you used to
but you can still ruin my day
you can still ruin my day
you're telling me now you regret how we never connected
oh as if you forget that it's me you regret you rejected
i don't easily forgive like i used to
and i seldom get carried away
no you don't have the pull that you used to
but you can still ruin my day
oh you can still ruin my day
love, it was nothing
it hardly hurt a bit
sounds good to me but unfortunately i remember it
now i don't lose my place like i used to
i'm not moved by your artful display
no you can't draw me in like you used to
but you can still ruin my day
you can still ruin my day
you can still ruin my day
you can still ruin my day
i said you can still ruin my day
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