"joann had your heart. it belonged to her."

i don't know how to feel about this opinion. i mean, yes, between samantha and joann, between those eight years there had been no other girl who i felt even one tenth of how i felt for either of these two girls. but i'm not sure about one of these two things. one: i don't know if i like that idea. that my heart belonged to joann and someone came over and stole it. or two: if it really was hers. i don't know anything anymore