dear omar,

i'm not interested in her. i'm not and it pisses me off. i don't know what's wrong with me right now, i'm okay just...i don't know. i like the attention but it's not enough. i'm not interested. i'm not anxiously waiting for her texts or for her to comment my shit. i'm not even nervous about seeing her tomorrow. i don't want anyone. no one. and i mean NO ONE. i'm just a fool.