you, soft and only. you, lost and lonely. you, strange as angels.

she smells expensive
like cigarettes and chanel
the first thing that comes to mind is
how exquisite she'd look wrapped in nothing but a white towel
with bare feet
walking on a soft, white carpet
as i sit and watch
she drops the towel
and it piles at her feet
but she's dressed
in almost all black
wearing boots that she loves to walk in
"with a purpose"
and tights that i'd love to see off
she sits next to me
and all i can think of is how beautiful her face is
i try not to look at her
her face makes me smile
with a few drinks in me i'll be honest if she asks why i'm smiling
i try to rub my leg on hers
it doesn't happen as smoothly as i'd like
a friend has had too much to drink
it's time to go home
i never thought this was the night that was going to mark my death
i did know that this woman was going to kill me
but i didn't know how badly it would hurt

this became my song to you after i saw you on your birthday last year. i was always too embarrassed to tell you. but things are different now.

Control Freq- Sweetest Day


if there were words as large as my love i'd say them
if there were notes as beautiful as you i'd play them
and if i could make the world stop for you i'd do it
take your hand, ease your pain, and get you through it
today is the sweetest day to be with you
god only knows how you appraise me
but words cannot describe how you amaze me
if i could conquer all your fears for you i'd show you
that i'm the one, i'll lead the way just like i told you
today is the sweetest day to be with you
today is the sweetest day i've ever ever had
coz you're mine
today is the sweetest day i've ever ever had
in my time
today is the sweetest day i've ever ever had
coz you're mine
could i have failed to let you know how much you mean to me
is there somewhere i could show where to make you see
everything i do, i do for you
everything i do, i do for you
today is the sweetest day
today is the sweetest day i've ever ever had
coz you're mine
today is the sweetest day i've ever ever had
coz you're mine
if there were words as great my love i'd say them
if there were notes as beautiful as you i'd make them
and if i could make the world stop for you i'd do it
take your hand, ease your pain, and get you through it
god only knows how you appraise me
but words cannot describe how you amaze me
misunderstandings, bitter days, hurtful words spoken in haze
may i tell you now that life without you is no life at all
you are my love and that is all
that is all
today is the sweetest day i've ever ever had
coz you're mine
today is the sweetest day i've ever ever had
in my time
today is the sweetest day i've ever ever had
coz you're mine
today is the sweetest day i've ever ever had
in my time