the most painful thing in my life, even more than the death of anyone, has been being told that someone who once said that was in love with me, isn't in love with me. one of the things that upsets me the most is when the person that i have loved with all i had is hurting over someone who doesn't realize how amazing she is and that even when she is a pain in the ass, she is amazing. and it makes me hate myself for not being able to give her what it is she wanted or needed. it pisses me off that i am not the first boy, because i would have done everything in my power to make you love me. i would have made sure that a day didn't go by that i let you know that
I WAS the lucky one to have you and that losing you might as well been my death. and it was, for a year it was. i really wish i had a stronger will power to not go on your things because i hate seeing that you're sad. i hate being right. i wish i had words to make you feel better, but i've been in a similar situation and nothing helped. i wish i could do something, anything. i know you're not fine tonight. i hope tomorrow is better.
and sorry for being a pain in the ass.
one of my favorite pictures. the night i met you.
by omar.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs- Porcelain
well i've been dragged all over the place
i've taken hits time just don't erase
and baby, i can see you've been fucked with too
but that don't mean your loving days are through
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