momentarily she brings peace to me.

: you know i'm not a lonely person, right?
(with a confused look): yeshhh. i know you're not a lonely person. why?
: because i don't want you to think i'm with you because i'm lonely.
: why are you even thinking about this?
: because i'm not a lonely person. but the other day i was with my friend's friends and they all have someone. and they were trying to set me up with a girl or lady. she looked older than me. much older so i don't know but i felt alone. there were at least 10 people plus this woman and me. and i felt alone. and it's happened recently that i've felt alone. i don't like the word lonely but that's how i have felt recently with most people. sometimes even with some of my friends. and then i'm with you, in a room, by ourselves, with some moments of nothing but silence and i feel ...what's the opposite of lonely.
: umm... not lonely?
: well, whatever it is. i never feel alone with you, i feel at peace. with warmth and comfort. you give the warmest hugs. i know that i can feel like shit and i know a hug from you will make it less shitty. but it's not because i'm lonely.
: por que eres tan bonita?
: callate.
: callame con un beso.
: okay.

*we kiss*

: don't think i'm telling you this because i want someone to be with. i love being with you like this. and it's not because i'm lonely. ugh. well i'm just letting you know and i wanted to clear this up but i don't think i did.
: haha shut up and kiss me.