i carved your name across my eyelids. you pray for rain, i pray for blindness.

my arms were wrapped around your body
not nearly enough as i would have liked
my hand was intertwined with yours even less
however, these hands, the ones that touched your briefly
wanted to give you everything they could
and touch you for eternity
i would have nailed them to a cross
all you had to do was say so
i would have slammed a door against each finger on them
all you had to do was ask
your name is on my veins
your face is on my eyelashes
your voice is on my lips
your taste is on my tongue
your breath, i feel it on my neck
being tickled by your hair
your skin is on my fingers
and your scent is on my skin
my skin should be buried deep inside your fingernails
i ripped my heart out for you
i ripped my heart out because of you
i ripped my heart out and gave it to you
i ripped my heart out and you didn't want it
i'll rip it again
it's here
it's in my hands
take it when you want it
if ever