lydia.

and then i met lydia. who looks like a slightly less pretty version of her. i saw her from behind first. and my heart stopped and i got a lump in my throat. and i stood there silently for a few minutes, i didn't even blink. even the music seemed muffled in my thoughts. all i could do was gulp. even from a profile i thought she was HER. especially her arms. the same skin tone, the same shape. her glasses and they way she had her hair. her clothes and her purse are something i could see her wearing. the way they fit. even the way she held her purse, i could have sworn it was her. and then she turned around and she wasn't her. and i was relieved and at the same time bummed out. i ran into her in the bathroom and told her how pretty she was. she is. she's beautiful. i wonder how she is, personality wise. i wonder since she looks so much like her, if her personality is the same. i want to get to know her, as a friend. only because i want to know how alike they are, if at all. and because i was in love with her before she turned around.