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i don't know what's wrong with me. everything and everyone is fucking annoying me to the extent that i want to tell them to shut the fuck up and fuck off. i'm just so fucking annoyed. i want to strangle myself and everyone around me with my own two hands. i also don't understand my friendships. i don't understand why such interesting and amazing people like my best friend are friends with me. i have absolutely nothing interesting to say. he writes such amazing stories and i am such a mediocre girl. i am not a bad friend but i'm sure everyone around me can do much better than me. maybe i should date this pain in the fucking ass girl and stop aiming so fucking high. this feeling of not being good enough is really starting to get to me and i can't do shit about it. i have no idea why i feel this way. i really don't. i want it to stop. i feel like i'm gonna blow up. i hate this.