it is funny how little shit can be something awful..
i need glasses, ya know, to see. i've probably needed them since i was in elementary school but didn't get any until i was about fourteen or fifteen. those glasses went through some shit, i mean, probation for skipping school, depression, cutting, falling in and out love.. My mom got pissed off about my getting in trouble with school that she was hitting me once and knocked them out and they got crooked coz when they fell i guess i sat on them so the fuckers were C R O O K E D, but shit, i could still see awesome so no biggie. another thing these bastards went through was one night i took them off to sleep and in the morning they were on the floor all bitten, the frame had little teeth marks, the part that goes around your ears was all bitten to the point that if i wore them like that it would eventually make me bleed coz it was all fucked up,so tape was around that part, the actual lens had some bitage there too, but hey, i could still see. so i had those glasses since i was around fifteen til i was twenty and that's when tragedy struck. my mom and i went into jack in the box and i didn't wear them outside coz i fucking hated that they turned dark in the sun ughhh i fucking hated that, i mean i have fucking sunglasses. so i take them out to wear them and tlick..they break. i mean, they just fucking broke, there were no signs of them breaking or anything and just like that they were broken into two pieces. i cried. i had enough bullshit for about a year or so now that i cried, i felt as if everything in my life was going wrong and this was just the fucking cherry on top of this shit sundae. I my glasses broke, it wasn't a big deal for anyone but it was a big deal to me. these glasses were like my life, even my Identification. i haven't gotten glasses and i can't see for shit. funny how when shit is going on in your life, little things like these are the evidence of it..
i'm talking out of my ass..
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