J and S

i have just now, right this instant, decided to move on. i need to learn how to move on, i've been obsessing about this Sam business for almost eight years now, that's a whole elementary school child with hands and feet. i need to learn how to move on. i've decided that i need to move into another direction, maybe men..?? maybe not.. i have to start being more responsible and healthier in every sense, emotionally being at the top.