my heart's a socket you can plug into at will.

"it was never something like 'i like you, why don't you like me back thing', it was more like 'she never loved me even half of what she loved this other person. not even for a day. not even for a moment. and she was never happy with me the way she was with this person, even if they just sat there.' it was the fact that i know that no one will ever love me that way. that's what it always was."