set my spirit free.

i walked into her room. i wasn't sure if she wasn't ready to leave yet or wanted me to help her look for something. i walk past the hallway and step just outside her doorway. i lift my hand up to knock when i see her. my jaw drops. she's spread out in bed. her white sheets brightening up the room, tangled between her legs and covering only the bottom part of her body. she's naked and beautiful, like venus de milo, but in person and perfect. her breasts are exposed and her pink nipples erect. the only thing my brain can process is "sorry, i thought you were ready." i wobbily made for the living room in a state of panic, shock, excitement. i'm actually petrified but smiling inside as well. "a**ee" she says in a slight louder tone than usual. this is the first time i hear her say my name in a really long time. "yeah?" i answer. "come here." my heart beats like a hollow drum. i turn around and walk back the five steps to her bedroom. she's sitting on the bed now, still naked. i look at her and she stares at me which makes me nervous and i look away. "i can put my clothes back on if you want" she says while she wraps her precious body in the white sheet. "no" i say, "i don't want you to." i'm still standing by the doorway, she gets up, still wrapped in her sheet. "are you gonna do something about it?" she asks. i feel like i'm seeing a woman naked for the first time in my life. she holds onto the sheet with one hand as she walks towards me and reaches out for me with the other. she takes me by the hand to her bed. i stop her and turn her around and pull her against me. i kiss her. i grab her by the waist and push her body tighter against mine. she nibbles on my bottom like she promised years ago and then continues to bite it, gentle and then hard. i grab her face and take a good look at it. i trace the outline of her lips with my thumb, stare into her eyes (i get lost for a moment), and i kiss her hard, like this is the last time i will kiss these lips again. she let's go of the white sheet and it drops at our feet.